I'm BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!!!

It has been FOREVER since I have posted a new blog post and that is RIDICULOUS!!! I need to keep on top of this. I've missed blogging... and most of the time I am just too lazy to get the computer out... HA!

I have been doing GREAT! The break-up with Pete made me realize that things were going down hill for MONTHS!!! I am so much happier not being with him and I NEVER thought I would say that. We had a horrible relationship and I see that now. As much as I didn't want to say it... I know I stayed with him for Kenley. She still sees him and all so she will still have him in her life. I recently met someone and things so far have been great. He is an amazing man and I can't wait to see where things go. Who knows right? I'll do my best to keep everyone updated. So if I start slacking ya'll need to PUSH me to blog... ESPECIALLY YOU NIKKI!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aiden has been with his father for almost 2 months now and I miss him like crazy. Only a little over a week until he comes home... I CAN NOT WAIT! I am soooo sad that I missed his 3rd birthday, but I am excited to celebrate it in a few weeks. I am thankful that he has the wonderful dad that he does. He is a very blessed little man. Potty training still isn't going as well as his dad and I had hoped, but it'll get better... I just have to keep telling myself that. He seems to have changed so much in the short time that he has been gone. He soooo isn't my little baby anymore... he's such a big boy and he is SO smart. Sometimes when I think about it... it makes me sad. I guess its mostly a bittersweet feeling. I love watching him grow, but HATE that he isnt my baby anymore.

Kenley is almost 1... AHHHH!!! She is starting to walk SO well. She still doesn't talk yet, which is probably a good thing. She has changed so much. I dont know if she will be my last baby and when I think about the fact that she COULD be I want to cry. In 11 days she won't be a baby anymore... so I may never have a baby again. =[  She is soooo smart too... maybe too smart. I think that little girl is going to be keeping me on my toes!!! UH OH!!!!

My parents recently just closed on a new house. I am super excited to have my own room again... I dont know what I am going to do with myself. NO... I dont want to live with my parents forever... but right now it is the best for my kids and I. Having the extra space is going to be great. Packing SUCKS... but you have to do what it takes I guess. It'll all be worth it in the end!!!

That's all I have for now. I WILL do my BEST to update this A LOT better. Bare with me!!!

xoxo