it's ALWAYS something

Why is it when I think things are FINALLY going great... they start to roll down hill again? I really thought Pete and I had gotten past all our major issues and now here they are... popping back up. I am so sick of the back and shit BULLSHIT that always seems to creep up. Of course... I will be blamed and I will be told I am overreacting, but it's really not all me. I am sick of being told how much me and Kenley are missed, but then when there is time to spend time with us... something just happens to "pop" up. Seeing as he didn't see us today and he won't see us tomorrow... it'll be over a week until he does. I don't know how anyone can go a week without seeing their child when they only live a few miles away. Regardless of the situation.. I would go out of my way to see my kids... even if it was only for a few hours. Sorry about bitching... I really just needed to get that off my chest. I could say more, but I think it'll just make me more mad!