I think it's time...

I have throuroughly enjoyed being home with Kenley and Aiden these past months, but I think it's time to try and find a job. I have been living with my parents and Pete with his mother and we would like to get a place together and we just can't do it on his income alone. He works very hard to provide for us and does a good job, but we would both like to live together. I will NOT put my children in daycare so I will only accept a job where I could work afternoons/evenings(my mom works mornings so she could watch the kiddos). The reason I am against day care is 1: Im sick of hearing all the horror stories on the news about children at daycare and 2: the cost. If I had to pay for daycare it would basically be pointless for me to even work. Part of me does NOT want to work because I want to be the one to see all of Kenley's firsts, but I know in the long run going back to work is the best idea. Bittersweet!!!