Oh Insomnia... how I HATE you!!!

I have no clue why it is almost 2 am and I can't sleep. Well I sort of do... I took a late nap and it's just messed me up. I hate it... I used to be able to take naps and have NO problem falling asleep at night. Wish I could be little again where naps were a GOOD thing!

Well anyways I figured it would be a good time for an update since I am awake anyways!!! =]

-I've been doing really good. I WISH I had some more things to do to keep me busy... things besides the kiddos. I try to take some time for myself when it's nap time or a night when the lil ones are asleep, but I am usually so tired at that point I just want to lay down with them.
-I still can't decide if I want to get a job or not. I guess if I can find one that fits what I want I would take it. I have applied for a few part time jobs so I guess we will see if it happens.
-I am so proud of myself that I have been able to get back down to my prepregnancy weight... well lower. I haven't been trying to lose weight, but I guess I was just one of the lucky women who was able to lose weight with breastfeeding. No complaints here.

-Aiden has been with his dad since the beginning of the month and I miss him like CRAZY! I know that he needs to spend time with his dad, but when he is gone I miss hime like CRAZY! It's soooooooooooooo quiet around here and the quiet drives me up the wall. Thankfully I get to talk to him all the time or I wouldn't be able to handle it.
-I've been thinking a lot about Aiden's birthday. I can not believe in like 5 months(ish) he will be 3 years old. I remember everything like it was just yesterday. He's not a baby anymore and it sort of makes me sad. I LOVE watching him grow, change, learn new things... but it's a bitter sweet feeling. I couldn't wait for him to grow up and now I want it to stop... LOL!

-I can't believe my little girl is already past the 6 month point. Where has the time gone? She has 6 teeth already, eats baby food, is trying to crawl, is starting to crawl... it's all so much so quick. I don't know if I will have any more kiddos, so I am trying to enjoy all the baby stuff and she seems to be rushing through it. I feel like I just found out I was pregnant. She has such an amazing little personality and I swear... I have never seen a child that is as happy as Kenley is. She is always smiling and laughing... it's amazing. She has truely blessed my life and I am one proud/lucky mama.
-Just like with Aiden... I have been thinking A LOT about Kenley's birthday party. I REALLY want her first birthday to be amazing. I know she won't remember it, but I will and I want there to be nothing but good memories. We shall see I suppose. I am not 100% sure what I want to do for it... only thing I know... there WILL be a bug theme, but did anyone expect anything else? HEHE!!!

-Pete and I are doing well. Don't get me wrong... things are FAR from perfect, but we are doing are best. We haven't been fighting as much and have BOTH learned to communicate with the other person. I am doing a lot better then he is, but I know it's hard for him to open up and he is trying extremely hard and I am very proud of him.
-He finally got an offer for a job that is NOT through a temp agency. We are both really excited about it. Only problem I have with it is I am hoping he talks it through with me before he just takes the job. Pete has a habit of doing things that work for HIM and not factoring me, Aiden and Kenley into the equation. From what they told him on the phone it sounds like it will be PERFECT. I am really happy for him and I REALLY hope it all works out. He has been looking very hard(as have I for him) for a job and I know this takes A LOT of stress away and maybe things will get even better between us. PLUS... We are really hoping to get a place of our own soon and this job will DEFINATELY be a step in the right direction.

Well that's all I have for you all now. On a closing note... I am watching True Life on MTV and it's about fetishes. The guy with the foot fetish is NUTS!!! Just saying... =]