just so frustrated!!!

     Aiden started getting sick on Thursday night while Pete was here... so he was well aware he wasn't feeling good. By Friday Kenley was starting to get sick to and Pete was leaving. I knew he had to go up to Indy with his mom and would be gone all weekend. I asked him if Monday he would come by and help out because I was BEYOND exhausted and Kenley is his responsibility too. PLUS... I feel like I'm catching whatever it is the kids have and being able to take even a minute to myself would be GREAT!!! WELL GO EFFIN FIGURE... he isn't here and I his phone is off and I can't get a hold of him. I can't lie... I AM MAD! I'm sure later on I will get some stupid excuse and he'll try and make me feel bad for being mad, but what does he expect? I am tired. Dealing with one sick child is bad enough... but 2 AND I'm not feeling well... come on now. I understand they just have colds, but Kenley will not let me put her down and Aiden wants to be held and I can't do both when I am home alone. Plus I told him Kenley needs baby wipes and I really don't want to load up the kids in the car to run to the store and MORE GERMS!!! UGH!!! I swear if he doesn't show up AT ALL today... things will get ugly!