I've finally come to the conclusion that there is NO way I can please everyone around me and still be happy myself... so I'm done. I am going to solely focus on myself and my kids and if others don't want to be happy for me... then so be it. That being said... me and Pete have OFFICALLY decided to try and make a relationship work together. NO... we are not doing this ONLY for the fact that we had a child together(I will not be with someone for that fact alone). We are doing this because it is what we BOTH want. We want to be together.... it's not a bad thing. YES... I understand a lot of things happened during my pregnancy... lots of hurtful things, but I can't change the past. I have to be able to move past it. It happened to ME and if I am willing to forgive and move past, then others should do the same. These last few weeks since Kenley was born have been very up and down emotionally for me, but things are settling in and I am BEYOND happy. My son has a great dad that loves him and would do anything for him. My daughter has the father I NEVER thought she would have. I have the boyfriend I wanted from the day I met him. LIFE IS GOING GOOD!!! If people don't want to be happy for me... then so be it, but don't try and rain on my parade. If this all comes back to blow up in my face... so be it, but for right now I am very happy and would like to keep it that way!!
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