life is good =]

Things in my life are FINALLY starting to go good.

First, the kids are FINALLY starting to feel better. Aiden is down in KY with his daddy and his cold (from what I've been told) is basically gone. Kenley... after a LONG night in the ER Friday is feeling better. THANK GOD she didn't have anything to serious and it has basically gone away on it's own. I HATE when my children are sick. I just feel like there is nothing I can do to make them feel better and it breaks my heart. It has been a long week of puking, crying, boogers, fever, etc... and I am SO glad it's ALMOST over. Hopefully I won't catch what everyone else had/has (KNOCK ON WOOD/FINGERS CROSSED).

Things with Pete are getting better and better everyday. He got a job this past week. It had been really causing him a lot of stress, which led to him being EXTREMELY grouchy, which led to us fighting. He works hard, but seems so much happier... which makes me happy. I hate that he works basically all day, Monday through Friday, but I'm getting past it. We are still working out the "kinks" in our relationship, but we are BOTH letting go of things that happened in the past and moving forward the best we can. We've had a few REALLY good LONG talks and I feel so much better about things. I hope everything can continue to go the way they have been. We both just need to remember to communicate with each other, which is something NEITHER of us have been very good at. Pete even told me he loved me for the first time!!! =] I know that we might have done this all a little backwards (baby first, then relationship, then love), but everything is falling into place and I am SO happy.

I've finally been able to spend time with a friend... which I have REALLY been needing. It's soooo nice to be able to go over to Shawna's and sit around and talk to someone that understands what I am going through. Not that I haven't enjoyed talking to the people I have met while I was pregnant, but it's just not the same. THANKS SHAWNA!

I'm finally starting to think things in my life might NOT be going all to hell and I am one HAPPY HAPPY girl!!! =]