maybe I'm TOO sensitive....

Since I had Kenley I have still been rocking the maternity clothes. My pre-prego clothes(well mostly pants) are still too small and maternity clothes are starting to fall off. I would LOVE to go buy myself new clothes, but I just can't afford it. Mary came up to visit and brought me some jeans that she had worn after having Keagan and they are a size 8-10. They fit. Part of me felt great because I haven't worn "normal" clothes in FOREVER, but part of me is upset because I am having to wear jeans TWICE the size I use to be. I know it may be temporary, but it's still a downer. Of course... I vent to Pete and he thinks it's funny. He is CONSTANTLY poking little jokes at me. I don't think he is trying to hurt my feelings, but it does. When I tell him it does he picks on me MORE and says I'm making a big deal out of nothing and being dramatic. Well we got into a fight today and I basically called it quits. I don't need anyone making me feel bad about myself. I am doing the best I can with the small amount of time I have. He told me he was sorry and he doesn't mean to upset me... if something hurts my feelings I need to tell him that. I DO... and he makes fun of me WORSE. Why would I want to be insulted TWICE when it only has to be ONCE if I keep my mouth shut? Of course this all went down right before he had to leave for work, so I don't know where we stand. Now I'm upset and worried that he's going to stay away and thats not what I want. I just want him to see that he is being hurtful... it might have been 8 weeks ago, but I still JUST had a baby... GIVE ME TIME!!!