one of those days!!!

Today has been just one of those days. Nothing wanted to go right at all. First, Kenley woke up almost every 2 hours all night/morning and I was exhausted.... and of course... everytime she woke up she wanted to eat. Obviously, since I am breastfeeding I had to get up every single time. I was wore out by morning. Next, Pete just seemed to ignore me all damn morning. We don't get a lot of time together since he works from 230pm- whatever time they get done.... it varies day to day. I feel like he doesn't want to spend time with us, but does so that he doesn't have to listen to me complain. I think we need to have a talk. Next, I think Kenley is starting to get sick again. She's feeling really warm(not running a fever yet), is congested, and just over all MISERABLE! She doesn't want to be put down at all(I finally got her down after I let her fall into DEEP SLEEP on my chest, which I HATE doing). If she's not getting sick then I don't know what is going on. OF COURSE... all this had to start on a day when Pete wasn't coming over after work. Next, I miss my Aiden. It's only 2 more days until he gets home and with everything else going on it's been nice not to have the added stress maker(hehe), but he is my baby and the house seems too quiet without him. I know I'll probably take all this back when he is yelling, kicking the dog, throwing food, fighting me on sleep, etc... but right now I want him home... lol! Next, my ex husband is drinking and decides to make me his drunken phone call... SHOOT ME!!! We can hardly talk for 5 minutes without one of us yelling, and we really have NOTHING to talk about... but when he gets drunk he decides it's a good time to call and profess his undying love for me. Maybe if you had "loved" me like this when we were married and NOT cheated on me... we'd still be together. DUMBASS!!! I probably should shut up, get off the computer and get some sleep while Kenley is asleep, but go figure... now that she is out and I can sleep... I'M WIDE AWAKE!!! Like I said... it's been ONE OF THOSE DAYS!!!